28 tahun lepas seorang lelaki kacak bernama Mohd Fauzie Bin Noh dilahirkan. 28 tahun kemudian, Mohd Fauzie Bin Noh dah jadi ayah kepada Muhammad Izz Yamin dan suami kepada Annuryani. Hari nih 04082010 bersamaan besday suami tercinta saya.
Semalam kan jie, kan selalu anor tido kol 10 lebey. Tp semalam, sebab jie takde kat umah, and anor nak sgt jadi org pertama wish jie happy besday, anor tahan mata sampai kol 11.50. pastu anor dah tak tahan sgt, anor call jie. Hehehhehe. Anor wish jie awal 5 minit. Takpa yer jie. Kira anor jd org yg pertama jugak laa yer. Walaupun tak aci sgt. Anor sayang jie sangat. Lebey dari jie tau. Anor nak jie tau, insyaAllah, anor akan percaya kat jie, dulu, sekarang dan sampai bila2. Sebab hati anor jie pegang. Dan hati jie anor pegang. Ikat simpul mati punya. Tak boleh lari. Anor tau, kalo jie sayang anor ngan Izz, jie tak cari lain punya. Kan kan kan?????
Jie, smlm sblm tido Izz ada suruh anor tulis surat kat jie. Surat dari dia tapi sebab dia lom belajar menulis lagi, dia suruh anor tuliskan. Jie mesti baca tau. Panjang lebau Izz cakap smlm. Jenuh anor nak salin balik. Ye laaa, bahasa dia kan sukar difahami sket.
SURAT IZZ KEPADA AYAH
Calam. Ayah, izh nak dukung. Mak tak mau dukung Izh. Mak cakap izh dah berat. Tulang belakang mak dah melengkung ke belakang. Bila ayah nak balik. Izh rindu. Izh lama dah tahan muntah cucu ni. Izh simpan sebab nak muntah nanti bila ayah dukung.
Ayah, semalam mak sibuk citer hari nih besday ayah hari ni besday ayah. Besday tuh apa? Takpa, walaupun izh tak tau, Izh nak nyanyi sama mcm mak nyanyi smlm. Mak test sore nyanyi lagu besday dari dia balik keje lagi. Sampai nak dodoikan izh pon mak nyanyi lagu happy besday ayah. Izh sakit telinga, terpaksa la buat2 tido. Nih ayah dgr yer Izh nyanyi.
“Hepi besday ayah dan Izh….Hapi besday ayah dan Izh…Hepi besday ayah dan Izh…cepat balik Izh nak dukung ngan ayah. “
Ayah, Izh cayang ayah sangat. Ayah bau masyam. Tapi Izz suka lagi ayah dukung izh dari mak dukung. Badan mak keras. Badan ayah lembut. Best. Ayah, balik cepat yer. Izh nak dukung. Nanti Izh nyanyi lagu besday utk ayah live k. Izh cayang ayah sangat.
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Jie, kita sambut besday sama sama yer, dulu, sekarang dan sampai bila2. Malam nih anor ikat riben kat Izz yer. Yerla, semalam anor tanya jie nak hadiah apa, jie ckp hadiah yang jie nak jie dah dapat, iaitu anor ngan izz. Takkan anor nak ikat riben kat badan anor. Huduh laks rupanya. Anor ikat riben kat badan Izz laa. Best sket. Pastu angkat gambau banyak2. Musti comel. Hehheheehh.
Jie, selamat hari jadi ke 28 sayang. Anor doakan semoga jie panjang umur, selalu diluaskan rezeki, diberi kesihatan yang baik, dapat jaga anor ngan Izz baik2, dipermudahkan segala urusan, dijauhkan dari segala perkara yang tak baik, dan sayang anor ngan Izz sampai bila2.
I Lebiu Abe.
Tak tau kenapa hari nih emo sangat2. Bukan emo kat orang2 terdekat. Tapi jadi emo lepas baca paper sat td. Citer pasal baby perempuan umur 8 bulan disyaki didera. Ikut cerita paper kosmo ngan metro, pengasuh baby tuh mengadu kat jabatan kebajikan bila mak baby tuh antar baby dalam keadaan baby lemah dan penuh kesan lebam satu badan. Bila check, baby tuh memang dalam keadaan lemah pastu muka, kaki dan tangan penuh lebam lebam biru. Walaupun masih dalam siasatan untuk konpemkan samada baby tuh kena dera atau cedera ‘jatuh’, kalo tanya saya laa, like HELLO!!!!! What the heck baby leh lebam2 satu badan sebab cedera jatuh. Abis semalam ngan kelmarin masa baby tuh dihantar kat umah pengasuh, takkan pgasuh tak perasan baby lebam2. Like dalam satu malam lebam2 tuh leh timbul sendiri ker.
Pastu ikut citer dalam metro, mak baby tuh keje kat pasar raya. Baby tuh anak bongsu dari 5 beradik. Mak baby tuh tinggal ngan boipren. And what surprised me more, baby tuh anak tak sah taraf. I was like, cilake nye emak baby. Walaupun lom ada apa2 keputusan atau yang dipersalahkan, antara yang disoal siasat adalah pengasuh, mak baby n boipren mak baby tuh. APA DOSA BABY TUH WOIIII!!!!!!!!
Aduh, cukup2laa baby tuh nya taraf gitu, pastu tambah lagi kena dera. Memang seriesly tak leh imagine macam mana masa JKM dating amik baby tuh. Ko kalo taknak baby tuh, ada beratus malah mungkin beribu orang kat luar sini takde anak n nak sangat anak. PPLLLEEAASSEEEE la. Baby kecik macam tuh, apa yang dia reti. Bangang tahap berganda betul laa orang2 ni. Patut orang2 macam ni yang masa kecik dibuang or letak kat bus stop.
ORANG YANG DERA BABY ATAU KANAK2 ADALAH ORANG KEJI!!!
ORANG YANG BUANG BABY ADALAH HINA!!!!
Kalo arr saya nih ada kuasa mutan yang memang tahap gaban nye power, memang arr awal2 manusia2 durjana ni saya abugen kan biau jadi debu. Nasib laa saya nih tak kaya mana. Kalo saya nih kaya raya, bak mai baby2 n kanak2 kesian2 itu. Saya bina satu rumah biau saya bela. KORANG TAKMAU BABY JGN BUAT BABY. Lahabau. Cessss!!! Kan tak pasal2 dah emo lebey ni.
Tetiba ingat encik Izz. Sedangkan kena gigit nyamuk sebutir kat tangan pon seminggu nyamuk tuh kena sumpah seranah, inikan pula lebam2 satu badan. Kalo arr satu hari balik keje pastu jumpa Izz lebam2, mau arwah bibik kat rumah tu. Walaupun saya kecik dan tak gemuk mana, but don’t play2 with me when it comes to my son and my husband and my mak ayah OK!!! Remember that!!! Huh!!! Adios.
-Mak Izz tengah marah-
Today is 19th July 2010. 5 months before, on 19th February 2010 you were born. We named you Muhammad Izz Yamin. And now, 5 months later, you have started crawling. Not exactly crawling on your four, but rather crawling on your stomach or shall I say pushing yourself up and reverse. Oh you never stop being the adorable cute you. Sayang Izz, At 5 months old, some of the progresses that you have shown are;
1) Bite other people fingers with your gum
2) Bite your own finger
3) Drool your saliva progressively
4) Crawl on your stomach
5) Push yourself backward
6) Laugh whole heartedly
7) Hide your face behind anything that is nearest to you when you feel shy
8 ) Plying with your own finger
9) Grab at things- whatever that is within your reach
10) Scream on top of your lungs for no reason
11) Attempting to talk with your own languages
12) Conquer the bed
13) Grew taller instead of chubbier
14) Shove your hand inside your small mouth and puke the milk out
15) Scratch your face and my face
16) Melt your dad heart and y heart obviously every minutes of the day
17) Getting more handsome by day
18) Getting cutter by day
19) Pose in front of the camera- or rather stare at the camera and blink your eyes shut when the flash is on
20) Attempting to squeeze the kitten to its last breath
21) Wanted to be carried on instead of lying on your back ¾ of the day
22) Watch telly- mostly cartoons, bright colour cartoons
At 5 months old your still couldn’t roll by yourself. At 5 months old you still refuse to poo poo on your own on time- that I presume should be everyday instead of every 6 or 7 days. At 5 months old, you have grown so fast that I’ve started to miss those times when you cling more to me. Even though you still need me for almost everything, but you have shown your independence on certain thing. At 5 months old, I’m getting worrier on your future and what future will bring for you. When you are 5 months old I’m changing myself into some control-freak-mom.
Oh my dearest Izz, I never knew that such a small person can change me utterly 360 degrees. I can never leave house without you. So far, since your were born, your father and I, we never have a proper one to one date. It always and I presume will remain to be that way for sometimes, a 1+1+1 date for us. But that I don’t mind for that is the price I have to pay for having to leave your behind when I’m working. You are our precious. And you are worth more than anything in this world for us. 5 months and still counting, I love you for what you are and thank Allah for giving you to us.
-Love Izz-
Salam dan Selamat Bulan Julai. Heheheh. Kita mula bulan baru dengan post baru yer.
Parah betul sebulan 1-2 post. Cessss. Takpa takpa. Kita usaha mengaktifkan kembali ‘creative juice’ agar flow nye macam air sungai lepas hari ujan. Hari nih genap umur Izz 4 bulan 13 hari. Mak dah lama tak citer apa-apa perkembangan Izz. Nanti mak lupa, dan Izz pun takde rujukan mana-mana tentang perkembangan Izz dari umur sehari sampai 4 bulan lebih ni.
Jadi, hari ni mak nak tulis cerita pasal Izz. Mak namakan cerita ni, ‘IZZ 101′. Harap-harap nya nanti bila IZz dah besar dan IZz dah pandai membaca, Izz dapat baca ‘cerita Izz’ dalam blog mak ni. Baru Izz tau betapa sayangnya mak dengan ayah pada Izz, anak pertama mak dan ayah ni. Kita mulakan cerita dengan gambar Izz masa Izz mengamuk. Hehehehehhehe. Don’t worry, masa Izz nangis ke, masa Izz nak poo poo ke, masa Izz tido ker, tak kira masa mana or bila pun, Izz tetap paling ensem, paling kacak, paling comel, paling macho, paling cerdik, paling pandai, paling baik, paling disayangi di mata mak dan ayah.
Izz anak mak yang baik. Izz jarang menangis legat legat. PAling kuat pon Izz merengek rengek ngada-ngada masa nak main, or masa nak susu tapi mak lambat terhegeh-hegeh nak bukak nonen bagi Izz pastu Izz pakat amuk kecik. Hehehehhehe. Tapi semalam kan, bersamaan 1/7/2010 (hehehhehe, kena state tarikh sementara masih ingat ni), Izz menangis paling hebat laa sepanjang umur Izz 4 bulan lebih ni. Kesnya macam ni, semalam aunty Fie ngan auty Dayah ajak Izz main. Izz punya laa teruja dapat main ngan aunty2 Izz tuh, sampai gelak dan senyum lebar-lebar. Izz lompat banyak2 tak hingat penat segala. Pastu mak rasa dah time out, mak ajak Izz tido. Elok je mak baringkan Izz atas katil, Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Izz pakat jual suara kuat2. Perghh!! Rupanya Izz takmau tido lagi. Takpa, mak pas Izz balik kat aunty2 Izz tuh. Izz pon sambung arr lompat2 dan joget2 kecik comel sambil goyang-goyang punggung ngan satu badan macam Izz selalu buat bila IZz excited. Pastu mak rasa time out buat kali ke-2. Mak amik Izz n baringkan Izz atas katil lagi. Izz nangis kuat2. Macam laa Izz sorang je yang ada sore kuat kat umah tu. Izz nangis legat2. Macam majuk. Ajak main lagi pon Izz takmau. Mak call ayah nak ngadu. Sian ayah risau. Ada laa dekat 30 minit Izz nangis kuat2. PEnat nenek pujuk. Izz nangis gak lagi. Huhuhuhu. Tak lama lepas tuh, dalam sedu sedan chumel tuh, Izz pon tertido atas dada mak. Sian Izz. Sori yer sayang. BAru mak tau Izz takleh teruja n terover excited, sebab nanti Izz tak reti nak berenti and bila penat sangat Izz akan bantai amuk. NAsib chumel lagi. Heheheheh.
Izz paling suka bila ayah dukung Izz. Izz akan senyum lebar2 sambil muntah susu 2-3 kali. Heheheh. Tak tau napa, setiap kali ayah dukung, memang wajib Izz muntah kat bahu ayah. Mak rasa sebab bahu ayah bau musyuk laa. HEheheheh. Sori ayah, mak gurau. Tapi memang betul, Izz suka sangat bila ayah dukung. NAnti Izz buat muka bahagia. Tu pasal tiap kali ayah balik je, lom sempat ayah rehat, ayah terus dukung Izz. Sebab Izz bila nampak or dengar je sore ayah, terus tendang angin laju2. Mak tau Izz geng ngan ayah. Takpa, ayah takde nonen. Nanti Izz lapau Izz cari mak jugak. Ngehngehngehngeh. Izz, jangan arr muntah banyak kali bila ayah dukung. Ayah tuh pantang kena muntah, mesti tukau baju. Kot Izz buat muntah 5 kali, mau 5 kali ayah tukau baju. Ishh ishh ishh.
Itu hari mak ada belikan Izz kolam kecik. Harga Rm15.95. Mak beli masa mak balik ngular dari kursus kat Toy’r'us Empire. Petang tu jugak mak mandikan Izz kat kolam tu. Izz mula-mula nangis sebab Izz selama ni tak pernah mandi air sejuk. Tapi bila hari-hari mak mandikan Izz kat kolam tuh, Izz dah jadi biasa. And mak rasa Izz pun dah suka. Tengok muka Izz dalam gambar tu. Hehehehhehe. Tapi sayangnya kolam tuh sekarang dah kempis laa. Kucin cakar pastu kolam tuh bocor. Huhuhu. Takpa, nanti kita pindah umah baru mak beli kolam besau lagi yer (ayah, please take note. ayah kena carikan. Ayahkan finance minister sekarang). Apa-apa saja untuk anak kesayangan mak.
Oh, cerita pasal umah. Ni gambau rumah kita. InsyaAllah paling cepat, kalo takde aral dan masalah lain, bulan November nih kita leh pindah umah kita sendiri. Mak ngan ayah usaha sungguh-sungguh nak bagi Izz selesa and ada bilik sendiri. TApi sementara Izz kecik ni, bilik IZz pon kecik je arr. Sebab Mak Ucu nak duduk kat bilik besau yang ada cermin besau tu. Takpa Izz don’t worry. Nanti lama-lama nanti, bila ayah dah jadi millionaire, ayah beli umah besau lagi so Izz ada bilik lagi besau yer sayang. Heheheh. Sayang ayah banyak banyak.
Ayah selalu cakap, “Izz nih ayah tgk comel sangat la”. Memang mak nak gembar gemburkan ni, Izz Yamin laa baby tercomel mak penah jumpa. Heheheheheh. (sila muntah darah semua sebab org nih tgh puji anak sendiri). Mak tak kisah apa orang cakap, bagi mak dan ayah, Izz laa terkacak, tercomel, terensem segala. Dah 2 kali dah org tersilap ingatkan Izz nih gegirl. MAk pun musykil Jadi mak ngan Aunty2 Izz pon pakaikan laa Izz tudung. Sekali, memang iyerlaa, Izz nih cun jugak. Heheheheheheh. Mak gurau jer. MAsa Izz kecik ni je arr mak boleh nak pakaikan izz tudung sebab Izz tak reti apa. Heheheheheh. Cuba bila Izz besau mak pakaikan izz tudung, konpem Izz ngadu kat atok and mak kena marah nanti. Ish ish ish.
Dari umur Izz 2 minggu mak dah meniarapkan Izz. Tuh pasal masa Izz kecik-kecik Izz suka tido meniarap. Bila Izz umur sebulan setengah Izz dah leh angkat kepala sket2 masa meniarap. Elok masuk umur 2 bulan kepala Izz dah kuat. MAk ngan ayah memang dah tau, anak mak nih segalanya cepat perkembangan dia. Buang air besau je lambat sket. HEheheheheh. Harap-harap nya dan mak n ayah selalu je doa, Izz Yamin nih akan membesau jadi budak yang cerdik dan tak menyusahkan sesiapa. Izz kan baik. Mak dan ayah sayang IZz sangat.
Mak bukan nak cakap apa arr, tapi memang betul Izz nih saling tak tumpah macam ayah. Dari rupa sampai laa gaya tido. Izz tido agak stylo yer. Heheheheheh. MAcam ayah Izz laa. Tapi mak rasa mak arr mak yang terbahagia kat dunia nih setiap kali tengok Izz masa tido. Izz comel sangat. Innocent sangat. Suci sangat. Huhuhuhu. MAk dah rindu Izz pulak nih. Takpa, hari ni dah Jumaat. Esok kita ajak ayah jalan-jalan yer sayang. Sejak dari 3 hari lepas, IZz dah start bangun tido sebelum kol 5 pagi. Waaaa!! Jangan laa gitu sayang. MAk ngantuk. Nanti mak bawa keta sambil lelap mata, mana IZz nak dapat nonen?..heheheheh. Pastu itu hari masa tido tetiba mak dengan Izz membebel2. Rupanya Izz ngigau bercakap dalam tido. Apadaaaaaa, dalam tido pon nak chomel gak. Nih yang buat mak geram ni. Ngap ngap ngap telinga Izz.
Ok laa. LAma nau dah mak menaip nih. Bila mak susukan Izz nih, mak kena banyak minum air. Akibatnya, mak kena arr rajin berulang gi toilet. Nih mak nak mintak eskus sebab nak gi toilet. Setengah botol air mineral besau tuh dah mak abiskan. Eskus yer sayang. Nih laa memori Izz sehingga usia 4 bulan 13 hari ni. Jangan lupa tau, mak ngan ayah paling sayang kan IZz.
-I Lebiu Izz-
Dear blog
Husband has started voicing out his concern on me for not updating ‘you’. But I, somehow, have found out it rather difficult to write anything in this past 2-3 weeks. Frankly speaking, I am stuck somewhere in my own ‘black hole zone’. I have no idea whatsoever on what to write. Maybe it is because I really really really really in need for a new hard disk to store all my precious photos stored in parents desktop. Or perhaps it is due to the fact that my creative juice has somehow run out of flow. But largely it is because of One and only One reason, I AM ONE LAZY BUM! or maybe not???
*Sigh*. I need to get out from the house and go somewhere; someplace new and interesting and then perhaps, it can stimulate my brain cells and re-activate the creative juice again. Perhaps.
Till then, tata.
We are about to make the biggest, most humongous, so huge, extremely large, undeniably fat ever purchase of our life, A HOUSE. Yes! a house. And want to know what so special about this house? It is located just next to my parent’s house. Yes darling, you read it right. My parent and us, we are going to be a next door neighbour. And what more special is that the fact that the owner sold the house together with everything in it, all furniture and fittings and electrical appliances, decoration and vice versa. EVERYTHING. So once we move in, we just have to bring our suitcase. Nice isn’t?
But, there’s a BUT to this, you see. When the house comes with that unbelievable package, the price tag is also a bit UNBELIVABLE. Let just say, once we moved in we are left with our suitcase and our next month salary ONLY. All the saving is going KAPOSHHHH!!! Even now we have, and still have to fork out whatever money we can find to finance the down payment. We are lucky to have the chance to purchase the house, though.
Closing our eyes tight, so tight that we can’t even see the ray of light (cewaahhh!!), we decided, it is about time that we make this huge decision. After all we have been searching for the right house to call our home for quite some time. I am so excited but I bet my dear husband is far more excited then me. He is the one, in fact, that keep bragging about how nice the house is, how neat the deco are and everything bla bla bla when he went for viewing with my parents. I, until now, has never go for private viewing, not just yet, not until the house is finally ours, not until the sales and purchase agreement has been locked, signed, and stamped. Not just yet. I want it to be a surprise to me, the house interior that is. I trust my parents and husband judgement for now. It is a risk, but I trust their choice.
I am so excited that I draw a niceee picture to show the location of the house to you guys. What do you think? Hehehehhhe. What an Investment…Izz, now your ayah and me have finally got the bestest best chance to acquire the bestest best house for you, for now. You are going to have your own bedroom darling….Can’t wait till the day we can finally move in to out own house…
I have 2 darlings
They are very dear to my heart
I have 2 darlings
I love them very hard
My darlings oh my sweet heart
U guys are the apple of my eyes
My darlings oh my sweetheart
U r my life candy and sweetest honey
Oh my 2 heroes
Time will not keep us apart
Oh my 2 heroes
Nor does distance and everything cruel with no heart
I am blessed today
For I have you my dearest husband
I am blessed everyday
For I have you my son the love of my life
Geeee, after giving birth to my loveliest son, it seems that somehow this blog has turned into baby blog. All my post will have baby photos, baby stories and everything baby. It is amazing and never stops giving me awe on how much impact can one baby, one little human being can have in one life, in my case, our life.
From the day he was born, every little movement he make, every little sound, his look, his cries, his laughs are like a snowflakes during winter season, like a super yummy chocolate moist cake just come out from the oven, just like the feeling when you first fall in love, just like the time when you finally received your scroll during graduation, just like those butterfly flying in your stomach when you first attend your interview, just like the tears coming down your cheeks when the Tok Kadi say Sah and you are finally husband and wife, just like the feeling when you first see the two blue lines on your pregnancy test kit, and everything, all the feeling, mix together. That is how one baby can change your world. They are an expert in melting your heart no matter how hard it is before. How laa not to love them? Let alone dumping them? Goshhh!!! Mintak simpang benda2 tu.
I have fallen in love many times before, but falling in love with my husband is the bestest best feeling. I never thought that I’ll be falling in love, head over heels ever again, but surprise!! My baby has successfully given me those feeling like when you first ever be in love. I have fallen in love with my baby, every single day since his arrival. Every second with him, I fall in love, over and over again. And I think that this feeling can never stop, ever.
I never know that, seeing your baby poo poo after 6 straights days of MIA can give you happiness. I never know that seeing the cool fever on your baby forehead when he got fever can make you so sad and tear your heart into pieces. I never know that to see you baby improvement day by day, when he can smile, when he can roll on his stomach, when he can shed a tears or two without crying, when he is sucking hungrily on your breast, when he can ‘talk’ the baby talk, can made your world. I never knew, but now I know and I am very grateful that I am given this chance to feel all this, to experience every little moments like this, ever. Alhamdulillah and Thanks Allah S.W.T for that.
I have fallen in love, head over heels, over and over and over again with my Izz. I can never stop loving him and I never won’t. I will do anything, even if it’s mean that I have to give my life for him, just to see him happy. I just hope that one day, just one day, he will remember all this and he will never forget me, nothing more and nothing less. I just want him to be happy. My baby happiness is my happiness.
And he should never ever forget that he got his father that loves him to death. Your father work so hard for you and will sacrifice everything he ever has and his own happiness for you, sayang. Even if it’s mean that he has to sell everything and leaving him with his boxer alone, he’ll do that, I bet he will. Izz, you are our happiness, emak and ayah happiness. SO please sayang, be happy at home when we are away at work though I know it will be hard for you because it is the hardest for us. By the end of the day, we will spend every waking and sleeping moment we have, just for you. Because we LOVE you.
-SINCERELY, MAK IZZ-
Weekend was fun, packed, exhausting but fun. Saturday night we went to Empire Shopping Mall to try out the new car seat, a lovely gift from my officemates (and bosses also), thanks a zillion from the bottom of our heart. I can say now that our ride in car is more smooth and I have saved my arms from long term damaged from carrying chubby baby, not that I’m complaining, but, gosh!! It gets tiring after sometimes from holding your baby too long, don’t you think? Apart from that, another accomplishment, finally, after millionth attempts, Izz has willingly sat on his stroller, minus his tantrums. The outing was indeed fun. All smile, relax and happy.
Sunday night, again, we went out. But now, plus another 2 people, Izz’s aunties. Went to MidValley for the Mom and Baby expo. Nothing special. Managed to grab two cute baby outfits (one can be seen wore by the ultimate handsome baby boy, Izz Yamin in below photos). We had dinner at Teppanyaki. Luckily my baby sleeps ¾ of the way throughout the meal.
Sunday, I cooked, from breakfast to lunch. I’ve not cook for a long long time you see, that shall explained why I ‘collapsed’ all the way from 3 pm to 5 pm, all from direct cooking. Hehhehhe. What a ‘Mother’s day’ I had. But it was all worth it to see my husband and siblings enjoy my cooking.
Oh, discover a, shall I say, interesting new fact about hair, to be precise, LEG HAIR. It was some sort like an advertisement for a waxing shop. I had my fun laughing and taking photos out of the yet-to-be-opened shop. My husband refused to be photographed because it is embarrassing, he said. Anyway, am thinking of having a bikini wax or at least to go for a waxing treatment, but am a bit shy. Got to have a deep thinking about it. Any of you ever been to one? Do tell me, is it that painful? Is the pain bearable? Is it not that embarrassing?
Wish for a more outing in the future. Love you abe so much. And Izz too, my dearest darling.