Okey, saya sudah beralih arah kepada desktop dirumah pula. Menurut firasat saya, arwah laptop opis saya tuh dah slamat bersemadi dalam tong sampah tepi lif depan pintu opis. Elok bonar laa tu. Sapo suruh tak menurut kato den. Hamik!!
Ok…masa untuk tgk gambar2 gumbira..
Heheheh. Malu arr. Comelnya dak tudung putih tu nak makan kek cawan. Ahaks!!
Nur babay (besday girl) dgn Kak Ana..nganga jgn tak nganga
Adik saya Ah… heheheh (nama manja dia terpaksa dirahsiakan atas sebab2 takut kena smack down masa tido nanti) Apit dan besday girl sedang menggayakan kek cawan masing2.
Napa laa mata adik aku yg sorang ni kecik bebenor. Ko nampak ke kek cawan tu aci oii? hehehehhe
wer gone? wer gone? wer all the kek cawan? huhuhu. gone inside the perut laaa…haishhh!!
Nat, apa ko ingat comei bebenor ke buat muka cenggitu? HAishhh!! pastu giler kose laks tu makan kek cawan sampai 2. Hehehehehehehhe. Janji ko hepi. Belasah je laaaa
heheheheh. comeinya mak ngan ayah saya. muah muah muah!!
Emak (besday 21 jan) n nur baby (besday 18 jan)…
Saya suka gambar ini. Napa? Sebab saya nampak comei giler dlm gambar ni. heheheheh. Napa? tak percaya? Tgk sendiri kalu baru tau….
Happy time!! lalalla. sila amik perhatian yer, gambar ini diamil dalam hujan. sonotnya main amik2 gambau dalam ujan ni. lalalalalal
kamu kamu semua nampak tak dak plg cute dlm gambau ni? nampak tak? dia adalah yg memakai tudung putih itu laa…huhuu. muka comot pun masih boleh maintain comei. kagum sungguh. walaupun gambau kabur, dia tetap comei
kesayangan. buah hati kakno.
another fav photo of mine….love u all…u will 4 eva remain in my heart, my mind…i love u with my every heart beat
~love, annur~
Let the picture do the talking…
Kek cawan utk besday Nur baby from wondermilk…yummy
Kek cawan Nur ‘Emak’..heheh….anda suka? anda mau? sila oder kat wondermilk ok…..
Sessi makan-makan kek cawan
Comeinya budak yg pakai tudung tu..ala cutenyaaaaaaaaa…ngehngehngeh
Laptop opis yang agak sengal ini tidak mahu menurut kata nampaknya. Ia tidak mau lagi memuat turun dan memuat naik apa2 gambar. Mengapakah? Mungkinkah sebab ia jeles dgn kecomeilan dak kiut miut bertudung putih iteww? Ya, saya rasa begitulaa. Hmm. Eskus eskus. Saya mau pergi smack down laptop hampes dot com dot my ini sebentar..sessi gambar syok sendiri akan bersmbg lepas ini..haishhh!!!!
I fear marriage. I fear to get marry. I fear to be married. Not that there is anything wrong with my fiancé (he is very loving, very understanding, very cool, very patient and all the very laa…true!!). But what I fear most is the idea of being ‘separated’ from my siblings and parents. Huhuhu. Suddenly feel like crying.
Yesterday I went out with my mum (just the 2 of us) to buy groceries. After the groceries hunting, we were wandering aimlessly at the mall, talking, chatting about anything and everything when suddenly, out of nowhere, a question popped in my mind; will I be able to go out like this with my mum (just the 2 of us) after I am married?
I am very close to my siblings. We are very close knit family. I have been living and taking care of my siblings throughout my entire 27 years of life. My life is all about my siblings and my parents. The longest I spent away from home is one weeks. Pathetic isn’t? But I don’t care for I am happy with my life, couldn’t be happier in fact. I may not have everything that I need (I still dream of furthering my studies abroad), but I have life full of love and constant companion from those dearest to my hearts keep me focus.
You can say that the Main Reason why I keep delaying my marriage (after nearly 2 years of being engaged with my dearest fiancé) is because I fear being ‘separated’ and ‘away’ from my siblings and parents. Arghhhh! Childish and stupid reason you may think but I will definitely broke into endless stream of tears once my fiancé finished his Akad because that is when my father transfer his responsibility over to my ‘husband to be’. No, it is not because I am not happy of the idea to be married to you jie, but I do not know whether I will be able (or the strength) to bear the thought alone, not yet the feeling, of being detached from my family. They are my siblings and my parents, the most precious treasures I ever have, apart from you.
My fiancé is very understanding and very nice and he never, not even once, uttered the idea of ‘separating’ me from my family. It just a feeling, a fear that came from deep inside my fragile heart for I LOVE MY FAMILY REALLY MUCH!!
But, sooner or later, I have to face the reality. I cannot forever live under my parent’s guidance. I need to be ‘independent’. I am independent person but I need to be ‘independent’ in a sense of, I have to have live on my own. But, all these years, my idea of having life on my own includes my siblings and parents.
I still have 5 months to go. 5 months to prepare myself for reality of what marriage brings to me. 5 months to really actually enjoy every seconds I have with my family. 5 months to prepare myself for another set of family (my ‘husband to be’ family). For on the 6th of June 2009, I have to detach myself, somehow or rather from you guys. For after that particular date, I have to devote myself to my ‘husband to be’, Mohd Fauzie.
P.s: Jie, can we at least buy our first house in Shah Alam (section 7 or at least Bukit Bandaraya to be exact)?
Huhuhu. Bunyiknya mcm sedey kan? Tapi, itu bukan ditujukan untuk saya. Sbb Alhamdulillah, orang2 yang saya sayang, sayang saya jugak. Tapi apa rasanya yer bila kita sayang separuh mati kat orang tu, tapi org yg kita sayang tu tak sayang kita balik? Hmmm…Musti hancur luluh hati kan?
Apa rasanya yer? Mungkin macam ini kot…
(by Andrea Hirata; Edensor)
Puisi untuk satu2nya CINTA dalam hidupku…
Disini!!
Disaksikan Pusara Jim Morrison,
Ku katakan padamu!
RAMPAS JIWAKU!
CURI MASA DEPANKU!
JARAH HARGA DIRIKU!
RAMPOK SEMUA MILIKKU!
SITA!
SITA SEMUANYA!
MENGAPA KAU MASIH TAK MAU MENCINTAIKU?!
Hmm….Kalau boleh saya takmau rasa perasaan mcm tu. Setakat ni, mungkin nasib saya baik, takde lagi org yg tak sayang saya walaupun saya sayang dia. Cinta datang dan pergi. Tapi cinta sejati kekal selamanya. Saya setuju. Sebab skrg, rasanya, saya dah jumpa org yang sayang saya sgt2..mungkin lebey dr saya sayang dia, sebab sayang saya kena kongsi ngan ramai org, sebab adik2 saya ramai…..
Walaupun dia mmg tak reti nak tunjuk sayang dia kat saya, sbb dia ala ala stone sket, tapi saya tau dan saya boleh rasa dia sayang saya. Saya pun sayang kat dia. Kalau saya tak sayang, takde nya saya nak check stokin dia samada terpijak tak berak cair kucing kat umah saya hari tu. Takdenya saya nak letak tgn bwh ketiak dia dan bau tgn sendiri sbb ketiak dia wangi. Sungguh! Napa ntah dia takde bau ketiak. Napa ntah dia wangi. Musykil saya. Walaupun dia tak pernah pakai deodorant.
Hmm….Mungkin saya sangat sangat beruntung dalam hal kasih sayang ni. Sbb saya dapat sayang seperti apa yang saya mau. Tapi ada masanya ada orang yang nak saya punya sayang lebey dr apa yang saya boleh bagi. Tapi mmg saya tak boleh bagi. Walaupun saya sayang dia, tapi saya tak sayang dia lebey2 mcm mana dia sayang saya. Macam mana tu? Boleh ke kita paksa kasih sayang ni?
Takpe, buat masa ni, saya sangat sangat bersyukur sebab ada orang sayang saya dan saya pun sayang ramai orang. To Love or Not to Love? Love and be Loved in return. Saya sayang kamu, kamu, kamu, dan kamu….
~love, annur~
(taken from Andrea Hirata; Edensor)
Jika hidup ini seumpama rel keretapi dalam eksperimen relativitas Einstein, maka pengalaman demi pengalaman yang menggempur kita dari waktu ke waktu adalah cahaya yang melesat-lesat di dalam gerbong di atas rel itu. Relativitasnya berupa seberapa banyak kita dapat mengambil pelajaran dari pengalaman yang melesat-lesat itu.
Analogi eksperimen itu tak lain, karena kecepatan cahaya bersifat sama dan absolut, dan waktu relatif tergantung kecepatan gerbong - ini pendapat Einstein – maka pengalaman yang sama dapat menimpa siapa saja, NAMUN, sejauh mana dan secepat apa pengalaman yang sama tadi memberi pelajaran pada seseorang, hasilnya akan berbeda, relatif satu sama lain.
Banyak orang yang panjang pengalamannya, tapi tak kunjung belajar, namun tak jarang pengalaman yang pendek mencerahkan sepanjang hidup. Pengalaman semacam itu bak mutiara…..
What a brilliant mind Andrea Hirata has.
~love, annur~
Another tag by Jas. Heheheheh. Inilah akibatnya kalo jarang update blog. Sekali update, byk terus menda nak tulis/buat. Ok, Let’s begin.
1) Senaraikan 10 Perkara orang yang tag Anda ?
Banyak tuuu…ok let me think, hmm…sebab kita baru kenal kan cik jas, this are all that I can think about u.
- She has a pair of lovely legs (seriously saya bukan les**** ok. Tp dr mula2 start bc blog dia n tgk gambau2 dia, I seriously envy her pair of legs. That is the why la dia boleh pakai bikini dan saya tidak)
- She look damn hot when wearing tight pant (suar ketat) because she has damn perky ass…hehehe…again, sila jgn berpikir bukan2 ok. (selalunya kan, bila p’puan judge p’puan yg lain, itu adalah boleh dipercayai tau…don’t u think so?)- satu soklan, apakah eksesais yg anda buat wahai cik jas utk mendapatkan that damn nice ass?…HAHAHHA (abis la aku lepas ni. Ramai laa yg bepikiran serong kat aku..lalalalalal)
- She works in a company of my dream (ANNUR, BE GRATEFUL OF WHAT U HAVE!!!!)
- She is very independent lady.
- She’s the eldest like me.
- She can really write, like, if you read all her previous posts in her blog, just by reading them alone can make you laugh, cry, and think….
- She has the same waist-line size as me. (that is the other reason I bought the jeans from you darling..)
- True Love is waiting for her just around the corner…..
- One she take her braces off….she’s going to have the another asset in her list apart from those legs and perky ass…HAHHAHAHAHA
- She is a nice person….
2) Tuliskan Novel Kegemaran Kamu?
Saya baca byk buku but due to my short term memory loss (alasannn) saya tak brapa nak ingat buku2 yg best itewwww…..but at the moment, saya suka buku2 hasil tulisan ANDREA HIRATA, and STEPHENIE MEYER.
3) Listkan 5 benda yang Anda Sayang…?
- My froggie (ooooo….froggie adalah teman tido plg best di dunia!!)
- My levi’s that abe bought for me
- ‘My’ Old kusam jacket….(please jgn buang..huhuuhhu…walau buruk tp bau dia syedappp)
- All my books and cds’
- My selimut biru……(abe, again tenkiu..)
4) Sama ada anda akan Tag Orang Lain ?
Takde sape…(obvious sgt kwn2 saya tak byk yg ada blog…)
~love, annur~
I was tagged by dearest Jas and it was my first ever tag. Sorry babe for it takes me so long to do it.
So let’s do it.
1) Do you think you are hot?
Hmm. Definitely! But ONLY during those time that I wear my favorite jeans, my favorite t-shirts and my favorite shoe/sneaker. No make up whatsoever. Oh! And when I am exceptionally very happy, I think I look hot. But my fiancé thinks that I am hot, all the time. Sebab, dia kata saya ni kuat berapi @ pemarah. Hehehehhe.
2) Upload your favorite picture of you….
3) Why do you like that picture?
One reason ONLY and that is because I look so happy. And as I said in the first question, I think I look hot when I am happy.
4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
Can’t recall. Hardly can finish even 2 slices of pizza. Does not favour pizza very much.
5) The last song you listen to.
I am listening to Linkin Park, I think. Sayup sayup dgr lagu Linkin Park (I don’t know the title of the song, sorry) from my colleagues radio.
6) What are you doing right now besides this?
Hmm….extracting all these tag question from my diary.
7) What name you prefer besides yours?
NONE, simply because I have a very unique name. I bet you can and will never find anyone with name like me; ANNURYANI (arrogant giler bunyiknya kan?…tp mmg betul. Dah 27 tahun hidup ni, tak pernah skali pun jumpa org nama mcm saya…Credit for my father for giving me this unique name)
People to tag (5)
Unfortunately, these people I want to tag do not have a blog. Heheheh. They are;
- Abe
- Awuuuu
- Cik Siti Wan Kembang
- Leen
- Peja (slamat pengantin baru ja…)
9) Who is No. 1
My fiancé.
10) Number three is having relationship with?
No one. She is single and available (promote sket..). Summore she is very pretty if she dressed like decent women laaaa. Hehehhehe. (wang, jgn marah aku k…)
11) Who is number 2.
Another best friend of mine.
As the titled said, I was ‘away’ for quite some times and have abandoned my little blog during it. Now that I am back, there is million and one thing to catch up. I have a thousand more to share with hope that the damn office laptop will not fail on me this next few days for it has been showing I-am-not-ok-and-need-to-be-thrown-into-the-dustbin signal for the past week.
Let me count, I have not been updating this blog for approximately 3 weeks. During that time, I have successfully completed my wedding preparation up to 40% with the large and main issues settled. I went to Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam aka Bukit Cerakah for some adventurous outing with my siblings and fiance. I manage to cope (pre-settled down) with ‘the new’ office environment. I am getting some control in my life. I have not been for shopping for a looooonnnnggggg time (if you can call 2-3 weeks long…) and successfully and proudly able not to swipe my plastic money during my absent. LOL.
What more, hhmmm….let me recall. Yes, I manage to get a sit during my commuter ride almost (read it loud…ALMOST) everyday since New Year, thanks to my thorough observation (and definitely my genius mind). I have not gain weight nor did I lose weight. I have not fight or quarrel with my fiancé for quite some time. But I have some mis-understanding that prolong to not communicating with the love of my life (it has been days since she last scolded me and refuse to talk to me. And being me, I seldom, through my previous 27 yrs of life, initiated the ‘peace’ signal first – don’t ask me why. I am just me) so we just don’t talk. Hmmmm.
As for anything else, nothing interesting happened and routinely, I live my life in a slow mode, so-called-boring, no spark whatever, and dull. Yeah! My life is somehow, dull.
Before I started with my rambling (REMEMBER ANNUR, YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTION IS TO BE MORE GRATEFUL!!!!) let me recap you with my development in wedding preparation. But please……do take note, some of the outcome is a total opposite of what I want or dreamt for my wedding to be. It just the fact that, though the wedding is ‘YOUR DAY’ but it is also going to be ‘THE DAY FOR YOUR PARENTS’ and family. So on some issues, I have to put aside what I want and ‘obey’ with their ‘suggestion’.
1) We have managed to book INTEKMA for both the Akad Nikah ceremony and the Reception.
2) 95% of the ‘barang hantaran’ for both him and her has been bought.
3) Manage to get hook with ‘the future talented and amazing photographer’. Will have to pay him the deposit of 50% on the 19th.
4) Booking for ‘Mak Andam’ on both the Nikah ceremony and Reception is DONE!!
5) Unfortunately, though I want (at least) to tempah my wedding attire(s), due to unavoidable circumstances (budget, what more?), I had to rent them out. So I have (finally after hunting down almost all wedding boutique in Shah Alam) found the ultimate wedding dresses. The rental is affordable and the dress is just BEAUUUTIFUUL. Enough said. On the other note, at least I get to own my baju nikah (REMEMBER TO BE GRATEFUL!!). But I’ll be sure to make full use of the one whole week renting the dresses. This meant hundreds to thousands of photography and camwhoring session. LOL.
Some more, am going hunting (tomorrow at the Curve) for the nicest most beautiful cute papers or cards to be made into the ‘ultimate’ invitation card for the wedding. Heheheh. Am surely do not want the standard, normal invitation card like everyone else, therefore will design and try to make the card myself. Huhuhu. Annur, caio caio!!!
Oh!! Before I forgot, I have to go and seek for the ‘ultimate kompang group’ for the reception, tomorow. Heard from my sisters, her friend’s sister had this some amazing, utterly unique kompang group playing during her weeding reception. This will definitely be one unique and rarely see performance, I guarantee you!! (Because it going to cost me damn lot of cash just to get them play for my wedding).
I think that is all for this post. I am surely going to add more post and pictures later.
~love, annur~