Isis81’s Weblog

At the time I’m typing this post, I think the Braxton hicks really strike me hard today, and lately to be frank. I mean, just to walk a couple of step away from my cubicle is a struggle. Let alone to stand still for long. Goshh!! Though I really love all this time (34 weeks and 4 days to be exact) of being pregnant and having someone I’ll never meet to accompany me 24/7 through my up and down, sick and well, happiness and sadness, but I still can’t help this feeling of wanting to have a safe early delivery. You see, the doctor told me that 36 weeks is still premature but 37 weeks through your pregnancy is consider as OK, I mean if you want to have an early delivery.

But, this one statement that my dearest mother told me the other day made me thinking. She told me, “Buat apa nak mintak benda bukan2 macam tu? Tuh namanya cuba nak melawan ketentuan Allah S.W.T. Bila sampai waktunya nanti ko bersalin la. Tak kira la cepat ke lambat. Cuma apa yang ko patut mintak semuga Selamat segalanya”. Ok, I got the message. I am not trying decide my own fate, you see, it just that sometimes the pain is unbearable that I wish I can do something to end it. But for now, I’ll try my very hard to face it all due to the fact that my baby, my dearest Izz, is all healthy because he/she just can’t stop kicking and moving and dancing and shuffling and doing his/her own acrobat move every few minutes of me being awake (and throughout my sleep I think. It made me wonder, when exactly that my baby sleep?). Alhamdulillah for that.

Remember my previous post of ‘My Day’, of me having a good kick-start for my weekdays, a wonderful Monday to be exact? It seems that my good luck charm continues throughout the weeks (and today is Thursday already), despite having a sleepless night, a back pain, a terrible leg cramp and the worst Braxton hicks, still my good luck linger around. It seems that everything fall into my laps, whatever that I wishes I’ll got it somehow and I love my husband (and I think he loves me too) even more everyday. And I’ve got to make my mother smile with the late birthday presents I gave her. Plus, yesterday, I’ve got some stuff from the FLYFM MyVi Troopers and some treasure hunt gift from my visit to the MPH Carnival at Stadium Melawati Shah Alam. So I shall say, Alhamdulillah, so far I have a good week this week.

Anyway, I hope my good luck charm continue tomorrow for I will try my very best to get through the FlyFM hotline to try my luck on their ‘Wake Up Your Brain’ contest. You see, my younger sister (visit her blog at http://letmedesignyou.blogspot.com) together with my mum, they have somehow predicted or shall I say figured out the possibly the right answer for the question. And if my sister can’t get through them, I shall try my luck and who knows, Rezeki Baby, we can win the accumulated prize money of almost RM5, 600.00. We’ll never know what the future behold for us and there is definitely no harm trying. *wink*.

Notes: I FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU MY DEAREST HUSBAND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. YOU ARE MY GREATEST TRESURE. YOU ARE MY LIFE.